287.4
wow
I vow that will be the last time that I tip the scale at that amount of weight!
Ughhhhh I was so depressed last night! I think I tipped the scale once at 285, this is the fattest I have ever been in my life. I just ate an entire easter meal for a family!
I kept going up for the snacks, everything I would dip in the dips. Veggies, Cheeses, chips, pretzels, olives! Two – three – four trips to the kitchen.
Then Meal time, you gotta take one of everything, ham, venison, 3 kinds of taters, jellos, cheesy things. When did I get this fat, when did my stomach get this big to hold all this?
But I knew that I have been getting up there though, my knees have been hurting a lot lately, back hurts, walking out on the lake I got winded. Sometimes my heart skips, eyes twitch, joint aches, wrists at work feel carpal tunnely. My clothes don’t seem to fit. When I got out of highschool, I remember my work pants not fitting too well, so I got a larger size. Ive been getting larger sizes it seems since than! Im at a 42 – 44 !
Drinking a lot more lately, eating full size pizzas, 24 chicken wings… you name it!
Lately I have been asking for a life changing event… I think my first one is to lose 10 lbs a month for 6 months. This year I have 4 weddings to attend and I gotta, I have ta, get trimmed down, this is just absolutely rediculous!
So 10/1/2008 mark the date!
